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Dreamjournal dump from 2015/2016

Yeah this is a thing, cuz dreams can become comic ideas. Since 2013 I've always wrote down my dreams in Soup.io but earlier this 2017 Soup encountered a database error & cant recover their content from mid-2015 onwards, so those dreams I wrote down were gone forever.

Not forever. I've had backups of them written as Facebook/Line/Kakaostory statuses huehue.


Ok I had a dream today that I started living a new life in the US, working at a bakeshop/bakery. Probably designing ad posters for them.                        
 I had to hand out my namecards to people but first I crossed out the Bruneian & Indonesian phone numbers


Was at the library returning some books and the librarian was reading erotic literature which made me snort buy I didn't say anything. I striked a conversation with her until she suddenly, visibly had n orgasm. I realized she was wearing vibrating underpants n I tried holding my laughter but I collapsed, laughing on the floor trying to be quieter but I couldnt .

Lucky no one shushed me. Since I was on the floor the librarian pinned me down with her feet. N she was wearing high heeled shoes. Pressing right at my neck. She was all "yknow how boring my job can be, this is just easing up the boredom!" in a pissed tone. I was all joking like "lol you mustve read BDSM stuff in there. And can you like taunt me in another way? This feels super wrong and kinda gay tbh"
"Fine, here's a more gender-neutral and rather comical response," she says and straight up stabbed my crotch with her heel. Fittingly I said "HOLY TWAT. RIGHT IN THE TWAT"


i dreamt that though i got my driver's license, i had to pass the final test of driving at night and unfortunately my car crashed and i died. well it didnt feel like i was dead cuz i strolled around normally but when i called people they don't seem to hear or even see me. i was invisible, but i didnt know i was invisible, maybe because of my traumatic experiences with people ignoring me for no reason IRL, that sort of brought that sadness into this dream.

The second dream shed a more positive light. I remembered being accepted into a company after a quick job interview. The lady in red was all "welcome abroad" and shook my hand. i got in. later i also re-knot ties with friends I fought with. The one i most envied reluctantly walked up to me and said she always admired how I look, which was strange cuz Im kinda fashion-blind tbh. Finally the dream ended with me finding the AC remote cuz before I slept i couldnt find it and had to freeze at the edge of the bed.


Had a SICK Escape Room dream, it was horror-themed, my friends played with other people, there were 5 of us & it was a 2-hour session. Also for some reason we could go out, take bathroom breaks & find clues outside if we forgot something. The room was more of a hall tbh. 

The first segment was funny cuz we're trapped in a dim white room and to open the secret door we need to write short stories of ourselves in pink crayon (or were they lipstick?) on the walls, cuz in this game, the ghost demanded us to tell her a story, all the stories. I kinda forgot what happens after but we eventually got to this garden part (which is essentially a hall full of junk & green carpet) and we scrambled for clues, and I activated something by squirting one of the dummies with a hose. The cork in its butt exploded and there was a door, we opened it & the ghost dummy was inside. Not sure if that means we won or not.


I was on board on a train and musicians and celebs keep coming in and out. I remember Imagine Dragons putting a show and there was Cobie Smulders too, which I kept searching and she and her friend kept avoiding me for some reason. And I was looking for someone who was selling and wearing navy blue lipstick, which I wanted to get so much and when i found the salesperson she was wearing red. I tried her blue one out and the color was faded, it wasn't as matte and solid as I thought it would look and i told her i was disappointed.


Had a dream that I witnessed a twist in Popeye's life. After his gruesome death which took place in a sea storm while he and Pappy were sailing, and I was in the middle of a chaotic household which sort of made me enter this cartoon for some reason, and i was holding one of Popeye's glass which flew off my hand and broke when I tripped down the stairs, at the same time as his death. The next morning they put up a picture of him out front while the rest of the household are still cleaning up the mess the storm made. Bluto, Olive Oyl and a redhead lady with two children gazed at the photo and mourned him. Idk why Wimpy wasn't there, I thought Wimpy was his best friend, or maybe he died too or things got bad between them so they cut connections

Turns out the redhead (apparently named Elise) was his second wife aftwr he divorced Olive. Elise mentioned that he'd never let her inside his business photographs, its all just Popeye and Pappy through frames. Maybe this was also why Olive wanyed a divorce and that Wimpy was no longer by his side since. And I was like "so... is Olive gonna marry Bluto at any time or something?". Bluto, Olive and Elise didnt say anything but they signaled "in time" with their faces.

Later I was in another household, a castle, and the scenery is different, everyone is putting on their ball gowns, getting ready for something. This was Cinderella's house and after years of marriage to the Prince theyre both blessed with 3 daughters. Two teenage twins and one kid, weirdly named Iddlina, which was quite eager to go to the ball party. The two teenage girls were running around with streamers and they were dressed in one pink and one blue, one of them named Drizella (idk which) named after one of the stepsisters who is still evil and apparently already dead.

Soon I was back home with my family in Jakarta and felt the need to tell them about the aftermath and twists of Popeye's and Cinderella's lives. Later my family and I went to this relaxation mall and there were vibrating chairs all aligned. White plastic bodies and seafoam green seats. We sat on them for a couple of minutes and us kids got bored and checked out the slip n slide jungle gym plaything contraption idk what it's called. It was huge and annoyingly painted with bright primary colors. Once in the bounce house my sister's and I bounced around like kids and there was a woman with her baby too, and I activated the stairs by accident and we all cried out OMG THEY HAVE SECRET STAIRS. And we chuted down the slip-n-slide and somewhat our aunt was there too, and we safely dropped back to the vibrating chairs, strangely. This time I didn't get a vibrating chair so I just lied down on thw ground while they all continued their relaxation process.

On the perpendicular side of the set of vibrating chairs, there was a dad and his two toddler daughters trying to turn on the chairs, and they did it and he said they did a good job.


overslept. during naptime i dreamt about being in someone else's house which is left unguarded but has imvisible platforms that blink green whenever a guest trespasses onto doorways and different big floor areas. When the platforms are activated they make a startling light-metals-hitting-each-other sound and a green light barrier which probably activated a booby trap whenever someone gets through it, who knows, i was top scared to do it. I was gonna pray so I had to find the bathroom, to my surprise two of my friends from Limkokwing were there, and sort of accompanying each other towards the toilet. It was a big bathroom, they have a set of toilets just like a public restroom. And again after i was done i went back to the floor with green platforms to get to a certain bedroom to pray and found n grandparents helping a bed-ridden relative out of the room. It was HER house. This was my great aunt's house all this time.Later I watched Youtube videos of two Rugrats racing game which, in this dream, was a game I used to play with some high school friends so it brought memories. I watched the revamp trailer where the characters are already All Growed Up along with some characters from other Nickelodeon shows. Then i watched the original Rugrats racing game's trailer where everyone are still babies, and there werent any other Nickelodeon show characters. It was just them and their parents. Weirdly both videos begin with featuring a perfume that was popular around the time the games were released. The one in the original game was red and the revamp game had a golden yellow bottle. Afterwards I dug through my old comic pile and found a few uncolored fancomics about myself, my friends and our own characters racing in both Rugrats racing games. I continued reading and chuckling as I colored each panel and their triangular life bar with either red, purple or green. When my mom walked in on me she could remember the characters, the plotlines, who won and lost. That's kinda weird but I guess at some point I showed those to her.


Had a dream that I found a sleeping rooster in a giant container n released him while shouting "this is inhumane!" Anyway the chicken was freed along with a bunch of animals I found in the garden, and I googled some things on the laptop. Next thing I know is, later tht day my boss n his wife visited my front yard and said he saw everything from my Google search, including how to free a chicken.


I had a dream that we can play Pokemon Go with a Polaroid Instax cam. My siblings went to this family's house where their siblings play pokemon go too, and we have the game installed in our phones. Their mom gave us instax cameras which we can store our phones in, so we can search around for pokemon n take photos of them, ready-made instax photos. We caught a lot & spent the day capturing pokemon n collecting instax photos of them. We came back there the next day. Their house was pretty relaxing too, there was a lily pond on each side of the dark stone stairs. It's also made of stone. It's mostly white with a touch of green and dark grey, with ample of glass walls and curtains.


I just had a dream of Ryan Ross fangirling at a fashion and drag queen runway show. Cuz someone was dressing up as him. And she's a girl, since most ofthe runway show are crossdressing.
Oh and he was vlogging the whole thing. 

After the show, the next day he went to their studio in the morning, still vlogging. (the show was at night). The studio looks like a museum n it had glass walls everywhere so light was penetrating heavily. 

RyRo picked up the person's costume, it was back when he's still in P!ATD, the Fever era. He remarked that even the make-up really does make the performer look like him. Back when he was still in P!ATD he used to have this signature makeup face n after the Young Veins he doesnt wear makeup anymore


Had a dream today but I faintly remembered it. Dang. 

All I know was I was either at a big party, but some other people and I were chilling at a hotel room which kinda feels like ICC's backstage room, and it felt like a Big-Brother-esque reality show too. Some dudes were eating chips and drinking Mountain Dew slurpees and we were planning a big afterparty but failed and we kinda felt bad about it cuz the fireworks had started (maybe there were fireworks and we were supposed to throw an afterparty at the upstairs pool outside just in time for the fireworks, but it was too late). 

Suddenly we were all sitting outside on stairs. It was still night and there were pink and blue neon lights that made the scenery somewhat lively. 

These bunch of people live like sorority girls & frat boys and none of them were my actual friends from Limkokwing btw. Maybe we're in a reality show where complete strangers have to live in a sorority/fraternity lifestyle.


My friends and I moving into a bigger semi-corporate office, along with the cast of Smosh (minus Ian and Anthony). We're probably working on a project with them, and this mightve taken place after we performed the Undersea Musical in Aulait Cafe. 

there were food stands too outside for some reason, we ran & played around it like kids and the girls chose our own "fort" (basically a line of stalls) and the boys choose theirs, parallel to ours. We did this every lunch break (though for some reason the sky kinda made it seem like it's 6pm. 

Throughout the dream the aura was mostly blue, shades of ultramarine blue fluctuating from dark to light. 

I remember Noah Grossman cooking omelettes for us and the rest of the Smosh cast, oh and he also had a crush on this tall blonde girl who wore a black beret, black midi skirt n high-cut black boots with a red-n-black striped t-shirt. I think her name was Emilie or something, and she was kinda snobbish too, acting biased towards my group and the Smosh cast. She was from a high elitist group n theyre probably working upstairs from our office floor.
I mostly hang out with Olivia Sui from the cast and she was pretty cool towards Faye n Bea too. I remember Olivia wanted to take her previously uneaten omelette cuz she just remembered it, so i grabbed hers straight from the plate with my bare hand, amd there were two other girls there sitting n chatting amd probably guarding the plate so no one takes the omelettes unless people verify it's theirs. 

I also remember Noah with fellow male Smosh cast Keith Leek and Shayne Topp hanging put n spying on Emilie, who was waiting for her friend just outside the bathroom. The bluish auda was suddenly mellow orange, and beside them there was a zig-zagged glass wall and Noah could see emilie lying down on an operating table for some reason, at a 160° angle. Lucky her upskirt wasnt shown but somehow Keith n Shane were making fun of Noah for spying on her. 

At some point in the dream I watched TV and came across some news about Justin Bieber. Seems like he bailed from something big but turns out he was kicked out from some sort of celebrity touring program. I noticed Faye was reading a magazine that contained the same news. It kinda looks like Tiger Beats magazine though. I asked her what it was about and since she's a fan, she explained it to me further. The gist is; Justin found out on an internet article that he was the #16 most influential person in the world, and in this tour he sort of abused his influential powers to treat the workers and servants there poorly, basically being a dick to them. After the manager got angry and he got kicked out, he finally realized his mistake and made a public apology online. I grabbed the magazine from Faye and saw a visual list of other celebrities who went aboard with this tour program. Only one or two were from my favorite bands, as usual. The rest were mostly pop artists. 

At the end of the dream Faye seemed to be operating an advanced photocopier. Olivia n Courtney had their own too in their cubicle. The photocopier has a fridge, a photoscanner, a shredder, a soda machine, hell, even a laptop. and lpts of hidden compartments everywhere. Faye said they couldnt all be activated at the same time so shes struggling n trying to make exactly that happen.


Just feed-scrolling on twitter. then i found my friend complaining about someone kink-shaming/slut-shaming either someone a 'marano' or they're calling them a 'marano'. she then stated she knew a guy in her class/office named marano and that he's a genuinely nice guy and works at a part time stripper. that's a coincidence too cuz people tend to slutshame strippers.


Had a dream that Carrie Hope Fletcher came to visit with some college/school/office friends of mine, n we chilled at my room until my sister came n brought a mini voice recorder for them all to chip in their backing vocals for a song I'm currently writing. Each of them started harmonizing n sang their part for the chorus n ending, I was touched. My sister then put the voices inside a red n gold pen drive with a hook, which I could wear as an earring. So it's like discretely carrying soem private data while wearing an accessory. It was rather heavy on the ear though.

But the thought that even Carrie Hope Fletcher chipped in her voice for my song kinda felt like they're all wishing me good luck on me with writing songs


ok... the last thing i remembered fron this dream was being asked to deisgn a 6-panel poster of Wolverine and Storm in bed about to have sex.


i kinda forgot to write that last night i had a dream that Melanie Martinez came in n took a shower in our bathroom. We were outside though n only saw when she came out, n it looks like she regrew her hair and it was extra loooong. still two-toned but the colored half was dyed purple. Before this when she was in the shower, she talked to me and my siblings.
(besides them, only our grandma n the babysitter are in the house).
All the while Melanie was there my grandma awkwardly offered her some snacks or special treatment as guests usually get (moreover she's a celebrity) but she told them she's fine and she just wanted to use the shower.

The house we live in isnt even a typical house. It's like a remodeled cave of deep emeralds, dim-ish but brightly saturated. It has lots of tunnels and long edges, and not much rooms.
When Melanie was all dressed (in a cute lolita outfit as usual) she went to her collection of perfume bottles and picked a purple one, spraying it on. Then she left, cuz she probably had to shoot a music video or something. I ran to her perfme collection and noticed she had some Katy Perry perfumes too. I picked the same purple perfume she just used & sprayed it on myself, then i noticed the biggest perfume bottle. a transparent jade-colored but diamond-shaped translucent bottle and loudly muttered "oohoohooh now this.. i LIKE THIS one!" n opened the lid n smelled the inside (which kinda looks like an incense candle). Somehow i knew it smelled of envy and jealousy. Thats a pretty damn good smelling scent.


Had a dream of seeing a horror movie during sending my grandma to a hospital for a checkup. while waiting there was a small club for transgenders n i saw a transwoman holding a baby, n a soon-to-be transman who's waiting for his testosterone shots. they were wearing badges. i took one badge for fun n once again they confused my gender eventhough im just a cis woman waiting for my grandma's checkup in the room. and then i saw the horror movie on the waiting room tv. it was about a super-religious white family with unseen demons in their house, n they were super paranoid because of that. The last parts of the movie were about the daughter and her friends n how they all die one by one (the first one who died got turned into a plate of cookies n was eaten by her friends. i forgot how the rest died). chaos ensues. i was interested at the movie n continued watching by parts. n finished until my brother came to visit with his girlfriend. he asked me to move a bathtub for her in another room during the stay. for some reason i began feeling the creepy vibes from the movie as if it was a real event. i heard whispers and felt like i was being watched.  The previous night's dream was where i accidentally came across a few erotic fanfictions of The Strokes.., like wtf 

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