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Dreamjournal dump 2017 (cuz I jot them down)


went back to my old high school in Brunei, place got transformed into a dormitory (well the hostel and campus are kinda in the same area but different buildings) and one time I was invited to eat lunch outside the town with my Bangladeshi friend (who is weirdly studying here cuz IRL we met in Limkokwing). Her next door neighbor is another Bangladeshi friend but I met him in this high school. Told him I'm gonna be having lunch outside with his neighbor. When I get in her house I realized that her housemate is a kid. Like, a 6yo boy who draws on paper and owns a bird cage. While she was getting ready I was asked to babysit him and it was kinda exhausting cuz he was doing typical annoying kid stuff although he's not overbearing, just curious.


I met up with my brother, drove around and found his hostel, he told me I needed to stay the night there, but at the girls' division, cuz we will be off on a mission the night after. We searched around and saw some of my office friends actually staying there. One girl (which I don't know for sure but I know she was our friend) said she had a spare room. I agreed to stay there, thinking I was gonna stay at the same unit as hers. When we get to the management office and got the keys, we went to a different floor, a few floors lower than hers. She threw me the keys and said "congratulations, you just got yourself a room for one night". Strangely the room looks like a dim 2-star hotel room instead of a hostel dormitory room. They put the clothes in shoe racks, as there's no wardrobe at all. But the strangest part was that my roommates were my grandma and sisters. I don't remember my brother driving them along here at all.

That night I went to the study room thinking I would make friends. It's kinda hard when the room is full of judgmental people who hated your guts. I sat on a round-table without talking to anyone, but suddenly one girl started being nice. She noticed I was carrying around a shirt, and she told me some tips on how to iron the seams so they look great all the time. The thing is I'm still doubting whether she's genuinely being nice or being sarcastic and secretly wanted to troll me. There's a guy across the table that seemed to agree with everything she said.

 Then comes mission day. I had to pack everything from the room, including my sisters and grandmas clothes. They weren't there anymore somehow. I got in the car and was surprised to find an old man sitting shotgun. My brother said it was late and I closed the door, and drove away.

The "mission" seemed like endless driving and felt like we're going nowhere. We suddenly left this poor old man on the road. He whispered to me saying this getup he's wearing isn't really him. It was a disguise. I didn't get it until we're suddenly transported in a different apartment and he took off his clothes, revealing that the old man is actually an old lady in disguise. And of course we stayed the night there and she bunked with me, wearing my grandma's pyjamas for the night since I still have them. At this point I'm not sure if this is a completely different apartment or the same apartment/dorm I stayed in the night before.


while I was cleaning my room I had a dream about a dead dog. It was really sad, like seeing an animal dying in a movie but it felt more real. It was the neighborhood dog and i forgot what species, but it was big and back when it was still alive, i frequently played with it along with the other neighborhood kids. The thing is I never knew which house the dog belong to.

right at that moment I just found it dead, and I somehow felt the need to take responsibility and asked around the neighborhood which house did it belong to, but somehow no one's around and the background got all fuzzy and static-ish, though it still clearly shows a row of houses against a pink-orange-golden sunset sky. i ended up burying the dog in my own backyard, feeling really sad yet hugely fearing that someone might find me doing so & accuse me of killing the dog. if that happens, clearing my name shouldnt be hard cuz the owners know i'm one of the kids who play with it a lot, so i have no reason to kill it. But still, the paranoia is very strong, and at one point i actually thought about a possible neighbor kid who might accuse me of killing the dog cuz it liked them better than me. I wouldnt care about that though, because no sane person would actually think that's a good reason to kill an innocent dog.

i woke up with tears. The dream was that sad.


I was offered work at someone's office, it looked like a national security kind of place. I told them I already work as an animator and won't be baking so much free time but the boss (an old man with balding hairline a d thick mustache) said this won't take a lot of time at all, j just had to keep out for anomalies and secure the internet. Everyone was all Indonesian, there was a lady with a hijab (probably the manager) and a younger man (probably an intern of just another employee). The people also gave me two puppies. They told me my aunt used to handle them and now they're giving me a test run. I took the puppies home, and guess what. Everything is laced in a hotel. My "house" was just a few flakes away. More like a dorm. 

After dropping the puppies I went to my sister's dorm and she was watching Harry Potter. When she got out with her friend I used the open shower which was just beside the door outside. It's weird that when the front door gapes open people can see you strip from outside. Then I came back and found my cousins playing with the puppies while watching anime. They told me there's one series I must watch and I'm like, OK but I have work to do now. But they insisted so I watched with the puppies. My workstation weirdly felt like a car, it's like I was driving one while surfing the net, patrolling. I watched the series my cousin told me to watch in the meantime cuz my work wasn't packed at all.

One moment I had to leave the puppies behind cuz I had to pray and weirdly I don't need the whole showering ritual and straight up leaned in another room. when I got back the puppies were still there but I forgot to pause the video and the anime's first episode ended. From what I could recognize the outtro song sounds like a lardy of Digimon's intro song, it was super weird. I bet this series' intro song is also a parody of another series' song, cuz it was sung pretty badly and off-key.


I swear to god last night's dream was awesome but i couldnt put everything in order. all i remember was we were at a canteen-ish part of a hospital or a restaurant, and i met a little boy who used to know this tiger who took him in like her own son. she was outside swimming in the aquatic plants reserve and i took the boy there to see her, and got to see her touching surprised reaction seeing him. They were reunited & probably swam around.

later i found some other friends and we strolled arpund the building, which turned out to be a school and not a hospital or restaurant at all. i noticed the kids from other classes are wearing signature uniforms, with colors corresponding to their classroom doors. i wonder why we werent wearing uniforms. Later we were at a pool party in another swimming pool in the same building, no aquatic plants this time, but the tiger and the boy were there too among a bunch of people. Including iiSuperwomanii, much to my delight. I guess she's the head of the pool party. The pool shifted and changed into a rock pond with everyone almost slipping and falling as the human-made tiles morph into natural rocks but one of my friends showed us how to properly slide so we wont splash in or get hurt by the rocks.

we saw Superwoman but she turned into a mermaid or something, and I rode her while the boy rode the tiger and everyone partnered up. Suddenly we zoomed out from the pool/pond and like a movie, everything fastforwarded as a huge wave floods in & took us almost anywhere. we were zooming towards different sceneries while swimming inside the current. Later i was at a gym doing more water exercises with a bunch of people, only this time there were large containers of water that we can splash in. somebody took photos of our poses and gleefully yelled that this is how we're gonna do the water olympics from then on.


A reunion with the Ridiculous Buddies. It started with my family and I going to a convention, waiting to watch an exhibition or something. At the same time I was texting Kamila & waiting for her family to join too cuz she's right around the corner, but turns out she won't be joining us. Her family had other plans despite them being in the same place as us but in different sectors.

So I walked outside while my family still waited inside. I was at an open road in the evening, a typical kampungside scenery n suddenly I saw Tina n Ash, they spotted me back and called me. Or maybe I called them. IDK why these two appeared first. Then I approached them and took selfies n told stories, filled in what we all missed and afterwards they told me where Ili and the boys are. I was glad Elly was there too with them. Turns out they were on vacation as well n visited the place since yesterday. 

Also Tina had an on-flight dream too :

there was one dream i had on flight, it was years ago though. i didnt get much sleep d night before, so i continue my sleep in flight. i dozed off and start dreaming bout something else tgat i dont remember now, there was a turbulance and that "woke" me up. When i slowly waking up, i notice my arms are floating and some stuffs floating around in the plane. until i realised that we crashed into the sea, and we're actually under water. I could breath before i knew i we were under water, but the moment i realised that we are, i start choking and gasping for air. i start struggling to free myself from tge seatbelt but it got stuck. Another turbulence shook d plane and that FINALLY woke me up, im glad the first thing i see was and open window with the blue sky and clouds passing by. i start to breath in a little and now i know what made me gasping and choking was my clogged up nose. i have dreams being in the worst situations, but this one really make me realise tht anything can happen when you're thousands of feet in the air.. far away from the ground.. everytime i get in a plane, and there's turbulance in the air, i always mentally get myself ready for anythng that night happen. yeah thats pretty paranoia kind of thing, but you cn never be too careful.



Dreamt that I started smoking but they weren't tar and tobacco cigs. It felt more like vaping, and I kept showing off in front of friends despite not knowing how to properly smoke. WTF.
Last scene I remember was at a mall with Tina and Gerald, pastel blue-green cigarette in my mouth and the smoke smelled of mint & menthol, and was kinda too strong for me I had to back down a bit. Probably made a complete fool outta myself while Tina and Gerald said nothing, and went on like everything is normal.


Tina and Philo were walking on the roadside and Philo was visibly hurt so I had to piggyback him while Tina looked out for him from behind. Along the way we sang some of his songs. we went to a certain place, probably a house of someone famous which Philo wanted to meet. Turns out the guy was dying (he's an old man with a family). All three of us were sad. In the end we left and a few days later we got the news that the guy was dead. So then my family and I went back in the house to see this guy again and the wife said he's already been buried. BUT. I could still see him sitting quietly in another room as if he was still alive. I was scared thinking if it means I was gonna die next. Oh wait before all this, I was at the mall and was kinda dared to do stunts like jumping off the second floor n riding the elevator rail. And then met Tina, Philo and the others. Philo was probably doing the same stunts n got hurt that way. And later we learnt about another family with daughters who cheated in their girlscout games, severely beating up their competition until they had to go to the hospital 


Dreamt about a shuttle ship thing and a train, both Kamila and I (and possibly our families or office friends, i forgot) are taking a trip to Japan via train. N suddenly i remember meeting Ash n Yat Weng, cuz theyve just been to Japan via a shuttle ship. They told me their whole adventure n i didnt tell them that Kamila and I were going there as well via train, cuz i felt as if im in a secret copying mission. In the train people were saying they forgot to wish Kamila a happy birthday last January or February. This I just realized after I woke up that Kamila's birthday is actually in September.

Change of scenery, my siblings and I were suddenly in our grandparents' car and my grandma was telling us a story about a lady from her office back when they were young, who was a major envious person. Her envied victim that time happened to be a man that just got in the company and yet performed better than her. She bitched about it to her aunt at home, and her aunt hired a hitman to sneak in the new guy's house, knock him out unconscious and bury him in cement, Whilst burying the guy in cement he luckily and suddenly regained consciousness and screamed for help, Though it was nighttime there were people who witnessed and beat up the hitman, who eventually got arrested for attempted murder, along with the envious lady and her aunt.

Kamila's reply:

"looool your dreams are so random "

Tina's reply:

"welp aku lagi la. I dreamt that i woke up seeing my supervisor whatsapping me saying my literature review is shit and vital speech something something all in caps. and i actually woke up, and open whatsapp, and no whatsapp frm her, like god tht freaks me out. dah alh aku nda cari dia selama sebulan but now ok la cos i did told her we gt really busy and couldnt have the time to do her request fr my research, like fuck man... i dnt think im doing this thing very good but im still doing it till om good at it but in limited time" 


had a dream today about playing a mini guitar (it wasnt an ukulele, just a small guitar) and attracting cats with my weird songs to the point that this one cat that became a regular kept peeing in our yard, marking its territory. And then I wrote a song about cat piss n uploaded it on Youtube. Got popular, but of course my parents scolded me for getting a strange cat to pee in our yard. The next day theres even more strange cats peeing in the house.
oh and before that Auzee was also in it n she kept driving me and her other friends to ITC BSD to watch random movies. She said if we get envelopes and show them to the ticket guards they work as a fake discount license. Apparently in this dream it works.

also Tina's dream:

"i dreamt that some creepy long hair japanese doll is attracted to me and it followed me around for me to notice it. And then my classmates got eaten one by one, i got pushed down from the 4th floor, woken up from the dream, seeing old friends, and getting caught by it again, then i pulled its leg and beat it up until it got annoyed and walk away... the end"


Few things i remember from last night's dream: 

  • Playing overwatch and seeing someone use Genji & D.va teaming up defeating something big. It felt more like watching a 3D movie than seeing someone else play a game btw, cuz there were conversations & different angle shots. The player used a Young Genji skin but somehow instead of green hair he had natural black hair. oh and D.va's hair is somehow shorter though the player used her default look. 
  • Parents and grandparents staying in a hotel and supposedly i was gonna fly off with my dad somewhere but somehow my passport cant be checked due to certain complications, and when we got to the airport dad told me to just tell them that his passport needs renewal and afterwards the upgrade will grant him visa for the rest of the family, not just his own passport. oh and grandma took us to the convenience store buying bottles of mountain dew and some snacks for distraction 
  • Meg & Dia headlines on Spotify (somehow spotify's desktop app has a new news feature which people honestly didnt need much, and i was reading about them while listening to their songs). weird headlines like "meg frampton & dia frampton accused of meg-jenner-bashing (lol idk who meg jenner is but she probably sounds like a blogger, coincidentally having the same first name as meg) and "meg frampton & dia frampton laughing at swedish names and trying to guess what they mean"

Thats all for now.

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